On Saturday (at like 3 in the morning), I tweeted that I was so happy and that afternoon my mom texted me and asked me why. It got me thinking about my life and how the up’s and down’s have lead me to where I am today. There are so many reason for me to be happy. I’m finally in a major that I absolutely love. I actually look forward to going to my 8 am’s (????) because I love what I’m learning. I truly believe law is what I am meant to pursue. I’m doing well in each class. This may be my best semester grade wise in my three years of college. My family is super supportive of me. My friends are amazing. I’ve made some of the best friends I could ever have in college through my sorority and the 7th floor family! I feel like i’m becoming great friends with so many people and they are loving and supportive and just perfect.
I think back to my life at this time four years ago and how different everything was. Never happy, always scared, feeling unloved and depressed. It’s crazy to think how drastically my outlook has changed in the matter of four years. It feels like yesterday when I never left my house and if I did, I would have a panic attack. Now, I’m care-free (well, kind of, my crazy tendencies to have everything planned out still take over) but I’m doing things I never imaged I would be doing. I’m finally living a happy life and I couldn’t be more grateful for how things are going. I don’t want to jinx it, but I’m happy and I think to achieve happiness you need to be around others who are happy and make you happy.
Have a wonderful week, my friends! Stay positive and let your happiness radiate to others 🙂
(P.S. The word “happy” now sounds and looks weird to me)